Naaah... not me.. i am talking abt LOTR final part in the trilogy.
Anyway, after a loooooooooooooooong time i am bac here. Feels good, at the same time feels a bit sad that wasnt able to be regular out here. I love to share and write out my feelings out here.. but sadly was too much happy or too much sad that didnt feel to do anything.. and I guess its our nature.. when we r very happy or very low we never feel to do things.. we just wish things to just keep happening on their own despite the outcome. So, me was also in the similar situation.. I could say a lot more.. sri came down here to see me.. the most happiest time of my life i could say... felt that I am in a fantasy world where the sky is clear.. birds chirping.. midst of nature.. huge mountains.. we both like a tiny ants in the palm of mother nature...the cool breeze... the warmth of sri's hug.. in one word.. my dream land.. but as the saying goes... all good things must come to an end..so did this short trip to my dream land too came to a halt..and i hope its for a little while..all I can do is.. just wish to god that things fall bac on track.. my folks understand and bless us.. and a lot more.. where at the end i can see both my loved one's happy...
anyway... thats gonna take some time.. and things defently need their own sweet time to get sorted out.. and i am not angry or upset.. coz for sure i know that this is life.. and this is how it is suppose to be .. and is this how i am suppose to deal with it.. or may be better than what i am doin now.. all i am doin is givin the best shot i can.. rest is upto the lord..
then this is one of the major events to unfold during jan.. and apart from these.. a major turn in my career too.. in the begining wasnt much sure of to go ahead.. but then realised life is full of rosks.. in life.. biggest risk is of not taking any risk at all.. so thought to go ahead with this and only time can proove wether i hav taken the right step towards my goal.. coz i am saying this out of exp.. coz it so happens that we think we r done right.. or for that matter.. we have taken right decisions in our game.. but life has its own rules to go with.. and things change.. so i never think that whtever i have done or i am doin is right.. perfect.. nothin as such.. my role is just to play the part as i have been told.. rest is upto him.. if i have done things truly by heart..with pure love and honesty..then its mine.. or else it never was..
so these were too major events to unfold.. so one was the most happiest and one was kinda saddening.. but i am glad that.. whatever the happiness i got in those few days or i could say in those moments... was the best to remember in the years to come.. i am glad..
i am glad that this is my gift.., i am glad that i still have her in my life.. and more than these.. i am happy to feel that we will be bac on track in no time..
my fav line from LOTR by Gandalf :
" So does everyone wish. But all we have to do is to decide what we have to do with the time that is given to us"
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