LSBT!!!
hmm... what does 'lsbt' mean afterall.. well in the current scene of my life this acronym looks
to be more apt than anything else.. and guess what i could have never imagined even in my
wildest thoughts that my life would take an such a drastic turn and the best part is wether u
like it or not.. life keeps goin on and so shall we....
finally i got the chance to take out the plaster whathad been my left feet for exactly a month. and exactly in these 30 days things changed so drastically.
end of chapter one
first week of the plaster.. i decided to quit my job due to various reasons and a way lot
more uncomforness in the same.. realised that the move what i had made regarding this job was
quite bad. in the 5 years of my career.. i had always been very careful and choosy in the
comapnies i get into... but this time.. i just wonder what took over me to say yes for this and
why had to go thru so much.. i think my mind has an clear cut answer.. i just blindly opted
for this .. coz of the brand..the name.. and not what it does... as the saying goes always in my
mind.. grass is always greener on the other side... and it turned out to be true.. very true
in this scenario... well.. all said and done.. there were good times.. there were bad times
too.. but more than all these what i couldnt get or find there was the satisfaction which is
more important to me than the paypack or the brand. there used to be an empty space right from the day one.. so i myself pulled the plug.
end of chapter two
second week.. sri prooved herself again.. this time for sure.. and hope for her and her
family's better future... jeni used to always tell me this.. u know what.. its quite easy to
understand life.. but not the humans.. coz they r the most complex designed creatures ever
made by god.. and well its so true.. least of all.. i hadnt expected this frm this woman of my
life whom i thought will be my life. here too.. said and done... the chapter was closed for
ever. sometimes.. in life.. things are more than they appear and i could never ever believe
that looks can be so deceptive untill this incident. this one major turmoil changed my
perspective towards life completely and i could never ever forgive myself for this mistake
what i have done. i just simply cant. probably it seems to me that i am the culprit .. coz no
one can make us unhappy untill and unless we let them to do so.. and i dont blame her.. she
was wht she was and i blindly took things for granted in the initial stages.
begining of a new chapter
third week.. got an offer from one of my freelance clients to visit his place in porlock and
start a new venture. which was really quite interesting and exciting to me.. but yet again..
as usual.. wasnt much sure of things.. coz just after the last weeks incident.. i have
realised the importance of my folks and friends.. and this time i need to be here to build the
things what i have brought down.. broken down.. so time for me to priortise what i need. waiting for some more time and may be down the line will surely fly. who knows what store
in the future.
a chapter reopened
fourth week.. decided to join bac ascendum.. the place where i found the true meaning of life
and friendship.. and i am really glad and feeling really excited all over again to get bac and
be part of it.
so.. these incidents.. and i could say a lot more still happening.. but might take a lot more time for me to jot down here.. and well i am running out of time.. gotta catch up some work.. well..
adios then..
and if u wondered whats LSBT is. Its " Life Sucks Big Time " (courtesy: swats)
