a new me. More refined and defined so to speak. Either u will love me or hate me, but u wont hang in between :)
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
happy birthday trinity
you have been my best ever i can get.
you have been part of best and the not so good times
you have allowed me to go out with other girls and you havent hated me for that nor felt jealous abt that.
you have given me a sound sleep when i lay my head in ur lap
you help me to ease my pain and share my joy
and even mom loves u and you are the only she is very comfortable with compared to others
rest of the clad envy you
you have taken me to places i have never been before
you are my first and last. and would remain so forever.
you are my.... trinity
if u r still guessing whom i talking abt, its my car. she completed her first bday on nov 25 :)
Sunday, November 19, 2006
departed souls...
The Departed
either you will completely bow down to Scorsese and admit he is the god in serious drama making or you will fall in love with dicaprio and nicholson. either of which, is worth it.
go out. get your tickets
Monday, November 06, 2006
one more....
This is the tenth FM station in short span of 6 months. Few more to go. And save yourself. Coz, just like television, we are bound to keep our hands on remote, similarly, we can see one hand trying to steer and the other trying to steer thru the frequencies to be heard of good music to sail thru the traffic blues.
sad but true. its gonna get more worse.
be prepared to be thrown at more frequencies.
btw, there might be a day where we get to hear kannada, english, tamil, telugu and malayalam tunes in one or rather could be dedicated for each language, to represent bangalore. which is a mini-India.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
reviving radio
But thanks to the private stations, especially Radio City which bought bac life to it and there on it's history. But today the scenario is quite or rather completely different. Its good to have so many stations, but everything in life has a flipside too. And this one is not spared either, I have learnt that there would be total of 15 fm stations in less than 2 monts from now, but why so many stations? I fear that it might end up being an medium like television of today, where you just keep shifting channels and at the end you are completely dissatisfied with what you have been given at. Even right now, I have started doin that with the radio. I just keep changing stations as long as i get to hear some good music. Thats all matters to me.
And one thing, I am sure anybody would hate is the ads. More than the music and RJ's irrelevant discussions, we dont need ads. But cant help the same as its the only revenue model for these guys. But it could be limited tho. I have started hating Radio City only coz of its ads. On an average show of an hour, you would get here max of 7 songs and the rest would be ads and RJ's blabber. We dont need that. We need music. I need music to beat the traffic blues while driving. I am tired of these ads which keep shouting at your face. But offlate, Radio Indigo and Big Bangalore are quite good, would say they are really good. At Indigo, I get to hear some great international tracks and at Big Bangalore, its all about kannada and the local flavour. I like the fact, where this is the only station which plays some real good old kannada songs and their presentaion is quite neat. Thats what I would like to hear about. All said and done. Radio Rocks.
Anyways, I am keeping a close watch on these stations on how they grow and what stage it would reach. I am curios.
Monday, October 23, 2006
chill out what you are yelling for...
last week had been to munnar and need to say this here.. its one place I would like to go again and again.. next place after goa. Its just breathtaking. If you havent been there yet, I would suggest you to pack your bags and make a move right now, trust me you would fall in love at first sight. wish i could settle there in midst of those huge mountains... sigh
will be here very often now on.. see you guys around more.
Thursday, April 13, 2006
he came. he saw. he conquered

April 12, 2006. the day we bangaloreans can never forget. I as a kannadiga cant even think of.
It was the saddest day in the history of karantaka, leave alone bangalore, coz one of the most talented actor, down to earth, simple, loving and a great human, Dr.Rajkumar, passed away. No matter how much I write here, or how much I describe this great human will be very less. This article is not abt what he was or what he did to be the man what he was, to reach such a great heights, where litereally thousands and thousands of people get on to the roads to just get a last glimpse of him.
I always used to wonder how many people would cry when I die. How many people would shed tears. I would say, very few. When I mean few, it would include my family, my close friends and some relatives who would just drop in for the heck of it. But what it takes to make an entire nation/state, millions of people to shed tears, rush towards your home to get a last glimpse. I am stil unable to figure that out, it cannot be just hard work, coz in this era, every other human is sloggin their ass off to sustain their livelihood. Then apart from hard work, what it would be? Money, Influence or Luck? I dont know wether it could be all. But in his case, it was just hard work and love of his people.
Its really sad to loose such a person. I grew up watching his movies, idolised him, used to worship him during my school days and wait for every sunday evening on DD channel for his movie. And imitating his stylised accent in front of girls to impress them.
This day, more than his demise, I am sad the way his so called fans paid their homage to him, thru the paths of riots and voilence and forcing everyone to close thier shops and destroying public and government properties and not even allowing the final rituals to be completed.
truly sad.
Sunday, April 09, 2006
busy busy busy
so are others
no one's got time
so do I
everyone is lost in their own worlds
so do I
the world has forgotten me
but me not.
the only thing which NEVER changes is memories.
sweet. gr8. cherishable.
me happy.
things change. Inevitable.
living in same city.
same town.
having accessibility. cell. net.
accessible to each other with touch of a button. a click away.
and yet. we are here.
sigh!!!!
busy busy busy.....
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
voila
you may ask from what.
Lemme make your cloud of doubts fade away by saying 'everything'.
Is that clear. not much. isnt it.
stepped out to be a fulltime freelancer. decided to go solo 2 months bac. its been a hard way since. but a sense of satisfaction covers it up. nothin could make you happy when you get a chance to put your soul into the work you are passionate about. Dont know where do I go frm here. Need to make few key choices. Need to weigh the pros and cons. Need to reach the dream.
I will.
stepped out of laziness. being a solo in my field, has made me to push myself harder everyday. no more 'lets do it later' attitudes. right here right now. it works.
stepped out of fear. fear of everything to anything.
end of story.
phew!!
choices shape us. but to choose a choice, god dammit.. i hate it.
dont know what to do. too many choices. what and what not to.
difficult path lies ahead.
faith keeps me going.
power of god within me. his grace, a bit of hard work, a bit of luck. keeps our life rolling.
Monday, February 20, 2006
Sunday, February 19, 2006

Thursday, January 19, 2006
life rating
| This Is My Life, Rated | |
| Life: | |
| Mind: | |
| Body: | |
| Spirit: | |
| Friends/Family: | |
| Love: | |
| Finance: | |
| Take the Rate My Life Quiz | |
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
quiz results V
Your Personality is:
You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.
With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!
quiz results IV
| You Are Internal - Believer - Empowered |
You feel your life is controlled internally. If you want something, you make it happen. You don't wait around for things to go your way. You value your independence and don't like others to have control. You are a true believer in luck, fate, and karma. You believe that life is a game of chance - not a game of skill. You either consider yourself very unlucky or very lucky. No matter what, you don't feel like you can change the hand you were dealt. You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order. You realize that working the system does get you further. You know who to defer to and who to control. When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly. |
quiz results III
| Your Life Path Number is 8 |
Your purpose in life is to help others succeed You are both a natural leader and a natural success. You are also a great judge of character.You have a head for business and finance. You know how to make money. A great visionary, you can see gold where other people see nothing. In love, you are very generous - with gifts, time, and guidance.You love to inspire people, but it can be frustrating when they don't understand your vision. Great success comes easily for you. But so does great failure, as you are very reckless.You are confident, and sometimes this confidence borders on arrogance. |
quiz results II
| Your Hidden Talent |
You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words.You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel.People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation.When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers. |
quiz results I
You are totally loyal, faithful, and honest.However, you don't trust others to be as ethical as you are! Straight forward and direct, you really aren't one for small talk. You are a great listener - and an agreeable companion when you're in a good mood!
Monday, January 16, 2006
u-turn
me: I would take a 'u-turn' to reach that place.
she: 'left' or 'right' ?
me: WHAT?
me: Said I am gonna take a 'u-turn'. have u heard of that term before.
she: oh. sorry.
me: speechless
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Daniel Powter : Bad Day
you can download this beauty here :
http://www.multimedia-search.com/download_mp3/Daniel_Powter_Bad_Day/767253
Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
kudos to Daniel Powter!!!
Monday, January 02, 2006
choices of a choice
i guess thats what life is all about. just keep on heading.. things r bound to happen.. ppl r bound to hurt you.. make u feel low..but there r things which can u lift ur spirits up.. ppl who make u feel how much you mean to them.. when i look bac at myself.. all those years..i just wonder.. what have achieved.. whats it that would make me happy.. i have done anything worth.. i have made any good..overll.. i have been a good human whom i wanted to be..but when the answers pop up.. its way too tough to take a cal on the questions and froze on one decent answer.. its all mixed up in here... the only thing which I felt we do is.. we just carry on..we just keep doin what we have to do..we know we have done mistakes.. we know we have been good.. we console ourselves saying.. we r good.. hell with the rest of the world. and we move on... and thts the beauty of life. the only thing which matters is how strong are our principles and our values. how much we respect this god gifted life, which is a bundle of everything, which we may like or not..we are carrying it. if not. we have no choice either.
end of the day.. its all about choices. we make out of ourselves the human what we want to be by the kind of choices we choose. Only the time can reveal how much good we were in choosing those choices. Had heard this somewhere.. choices choose us. we dont choose them. dont know how far its true.
but had one of the most memorable year of my entire life. thank you 2005!!!
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