life is beautiful.
Yes. and indeed it is. And I am not being sarcastic abt this line. I mean this line from the core of me. I dont know where do I start this time, coz its been quite a long time me writing and yes, there was a reason for me not write ( as if I write gr8, anyways), but usually I pen down my
thoughts which just flow out of me irrespective of the time and the place.
Exactly a month bac, the most unexpected and the most distraous event struck my family and most importantly ME...the person whom, within me loved, cared and respected so much, but never had the courage to tell to him the same, he choose to go to a better place. My dad left us and went to a place far away from this mundane world, and yes, I am happy for him, atleast now. Coz, for the past year and half, he has suffered so much, not just physical but emotionally that i dont think he would have sufferd so much in his entire life. And I hold myself responsilbe
to an extent for his journey of pain and emotional trauma to start and which inturn led him to his illness. And finally, the day when he left us, I had no imagination even in my wildest dreams that he would leave us. I wish that i showed him how much he meant to me. How much he is within me and how much i loved him. But, I am too late for that now. I am too late to say or show anything to him. I am just doin it everyday to his portrait on the wall. And, this is the only thing which I always wished to god not to happen. But eventually, god had his own
plans. If ever god asks me for a wish, i would say, take away everything what I have and just gimme one more day to spend with my dad and my family.
MISS YOU DAD. WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME.WITH US.LOVE U LOTS AND WILL DO. YOU ARE MY GUIDE AND MY INSPIRATION. PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR HURTNG
YOU AND TREATING YOU BAD. YOU MEAN TO ME A LOT.
And today was last day for viddu in office. Yes she moved out of the company for a better future. and I am very happy for her. Though I am gonna miss her crazily. Swts and vids are the only two whom I found what friendhsip was. I still remember the first day in my office, when I was completely broken in life, personally messed up with my relationships and they both came in to my life. I dont know how do I define that moment or that phase as, but they were the best thing to happen and the ppl associated with me, which consists of Krsh (my mentor, my guide and the best man I ever had in my life and glad to be working with him) Kiran ( whos been thru thick and thin of my life since my school days), Viru ( who stood next to me in the most terrible times), Jen ( i have no words to define her, shes the most beautiful person i have ever come across), Arun Sriram ( I just love him for the man he is ) and there's a lot more like Jura,
Preethi, Manju and Shashi. And I am truly thnakful to god for making me to be part of these people's lives. I couldnt ask for more.
And yes, life is indeed beautiful. No matter what happens in our lives, the beauty of life is it goes on.. and it takes us along with us.
