today i am really surprised by my own behaviour.. i am really acting weird... thinking weird... i know i am quite imaginative.. but today was quite a lot and wasnt hungry too... and the best not able to sleep... and the credits to sri.. today is the day i will surely remember for quite a lot of things.. coz firstly i never ever missed anyone so badly in my entire life.. just gone crazy.. and secondly.. i am missing my dear lady... its arnd 1.30 in the night.. i am not able to sleep... me on the bed.. closng my eyes.. still no sleep.. surprised.. so switched on the sys to work.. best.. no interest to do that too.. hmm.. next what.. ok.. looked thru all her msgs and the snaps.. darn.. missing levels just hit the sky.. ok.. feeling to talk to her now.. what next.. voila.. my cell outgoin is barred... but...need to hear her... hmm.. thinking to call from my landline... but just cant ( and dont ask me why.. i just cant).. so i do the duty of a watchman within my home walking frm one cornor to the other thinking what do i do now.. my mind suggests to just shut my ass and go to bed.. so that i get up early and make a call.. my heart says.. lets go out.. will find an local booth ..will make a call.. and me can sleep happily.. hmm.. the fight goes on within for few mins.. then no doubt.. me watchin too many romantic movies had an tremendous impact on my thought making process.. and finally i started the bike to make a call.. at night 1.30.. i just dont knw why i am doin this.. cant figure out why...but just doin it..
the best part was... i wanted was to just make a call and speak to her for 120 seconds.. which would have made significant contribution for my sleep.. but i was really shocked to see tht there wasn't even a single local booth to make a call.. atleast within 10km radius of my home.. i am really taken by surprise.. all i see is an atm for every half-a-km.. darn.. whers the f***ing booth.. i just need a telephone instrument which has an std facility.. wherein i dial the number.. it gets connected.. i say hi.. she says hi.. a little conversation.. thats it.. thats all i wanted.. it seemd so simple at that moment.. but seemd yet so impossible.. at tht moment is when i realised the value of what we have and how we shld treasure it or rather use it wisely.. i mean from all aspects of life. if i had my outgoin not barred.. it would have been so easy..or if i was in good terms with my parents.. i would have made a call frm my home itself....damn... but still in this era of technological revolutons and yap yap's.. i could not make a call... such a pity.. i dont know to curse myself for being in such a state.. or curse the authorities or the ppl where nobody thought of having one local booth which works 24 hrs... just one phone booth is all i wanted.
but one thing which struck me for sure is.. why cant we have a little phone facility in those atm's which works 24/7... it can be like those pre-paid card systems.. or whatever the best means to make a call at anytime or anywhere... why cant we hav this facility... is there a possibility.. the incident what hapnd to me might not be much of an importance.. but there might be situation to anyone.. where it might be incidents like cellphones r dead...or you have been stranded in the middle of the night with the vehicle's tyre flat.. there could be lot more scenarios like these.. but when we have internet parlours and atm's round the clock.. why cant we have a very basic facility of making one call.. can anyone help this to be possible? do lemme know
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I initially wanted to put comment the day I read it first and now that I read it over and over I just feel you deserve much more than you have GOD bless you.
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